nice chat day

Yesterday was actually a very bad day for me, when i reached Penang...i found its dy a fact that my house keys was lost....the only way to settle it is to go find ah yik who at Yuan Yuan's house that time to take his key, or both of us(me and my sis) will sleep at outside).
another thing is my midland card is still stuck in the handbreak's hole. Goodness! when i meet Ezra, i asked him to take it out for me as he is so experience in doing this kind of thing. but this bz man failed to help me at the end...i was angry a bit at that moment, but...felt so sorry after that when i see his face again...
when we had our lunch together at Taiwan restaurant, he told me Andy's thing...we did have a nice chat, and i really hope Andy will come bac to church...i prayed, but mayb not hard enough, at the end he din appear at church...i cant see even his shadow.
yesterday nite Youth was training people to gv speech in front of people, i'm the lucky number 1 person....it was very fun to have this try...and i hope to learn from the comments....aespecially look to all the audience but not just a specific corner. and try calm down and avoid the body language to be appeared when i'm nervous.

well anyway, today is a new day....may God lead me and hold my hand for this whole day...stand firm!

下一步，怎么走？

他让我想到以前的我。什么都要快，什么都要完美的完成。
那样的我，已在汉江那两年半的日子慢慢冲淡了。我...已变成第二个人。
我学会配合，它训练我享受组合的喜悦，而不是个人主宰！
他让我觉得我什么都做不好，他办事能力真的很好，又快，快得恐怖。
可能他的想法是找人帮忙办好活动，而不是合作吧。
我控制不了他的想法，只有上帝办得到。
但现在的我应该做什么？又再变会以前的我吗？那样变来变去，不中精神病都难。
亲爱的上帝啊，教我，下一步我要真么走？让我感觉到被你牵着走的感觉~

Let me live in you forever and ever

I was just came back from KL teacher's training yesterday...and now I'm in Perlis.
my holidays are going to be ruined!and I'm very not happy with it!!!!!
what I want is relax inside my house, eat whatever I want to eat, study, watching movies, reading, doing my work...

what can change my mood right now, I wonder..
English perhaps...
yes I love English~
when I listen to the song SMILE, I was wondering, who is the one makes me smile? Kevan? Jeremy? or...no, never, no one...nobody but ENGLISH
can someone tell me why I'm so enjoying playing around the English words? and izzit because of Kevan or Jeremy? whatever, I just love ENGLISH!

I love you English, and I'm gonna make you love me one day :)

my thought

Waiting for the LORD

from the story of Joseph, we know that God is always there to help us. He will take care of us in hard times. God wants us to trust Him to provide all that we will ever need.

God has a plan for you, just as He did for Joseph. God will help you each day as you love him and obey Him. we should always trust God and be thankful to Him for all the good things He has given us!

LOVE OBEY TRUST BE THANKFUL

LORD, I just want my cheerful heart back....and I want a him....

LORD do you hear me?

help me, I want different miracle..that is different from Joseph and David....

and I'm here waiting for you.

上帝派来的天使

习惯

让自己成长，对我来说，只有习惯

让自己习惯整理房间

让自己习惯保持清洁

让自己习惯每天早上读经祷告

让自己习惯认真听，看，读，学

让自己习惯每两个星期洗车

让自己习惯每天展开笑容

让自己习惯及快回信息

让自己习惯不忘东忘西

让自己习惯关心爱我的人

让自己习惯没有他的日子，我也能有冲力学习

让这些习惯都能讨神喜悦

今天读完了坤福借我的书－感动叛逆的心

它真的很好看，有些是故事，有些我相信是真实的

里面有好多好多真正活出基督的好榜样

也有好多好多上帝和耶稣基督的恩慈，怜悯，和奇妙的作为

安慰了我，平安了我，也教好了我

希望自己也能拥有一本

好让我记得，分享，行出来