nice chat day

Yesterday was actually a very bad day for me, when i reached Penang...i found its dy a fact that my house keys was lost....the only way to settle it is to go find ah yik who at Yuan Yuan's house that time to take his key, or both of us(me and my sis) will sleep at outside).
another thing is my midland card is still stuck in the handbreak's hole. Goodness! when i meet Ezra, i asked him to take it out for me as he is so experience in doing this kind of thing. but this bz man failed to help me at the end...i was angry a bit at that moment, but...felt so sorry after that when i see his face again...
when we had our lunch together at Taiwan restaurant, he told me Andy's thing...we did have a nice chat, and i really hope Andy will come bac to church...i prayed, but mayb not hard enough, at the end he din appear at church...i cant see even his shadow.
yesterday nite Youth was training people to gv speech in front of people, i'm the lucky number 1 person....it was very fun to have this try...and i hope to learn from the comments....aespecially look to all the audience but not just a specific corner. and try calm down and avoid the body language to be appeared when i'm nervous.

well anyway, today is a new day....may God lead me and hold my hand for this whole day...stand firm!

下一步，怎么走？

他让我想到以前的我。什么都要快，什么都要完美的完成。
那样的我，已在汉江那两年半的日子慢慢冲淡了。我...已变成第二个人。
我学会配合，它训练我享受组合的喜悦，而不是个人主宰！
他让我觉得我什么都做不好，他办事能力真的很好，又快，快得恐怖。
可能他的想法是找人帮忙办好活动，而不是合作吧。
我控制不了他的想法，只有上帝办得到。
但现在的我应该做什么？又再变会以前的我吗？那样变来变去，不中精神病都难。
亲爱的上帝啊，教我，下一步我要真么走？让我感觉到被你牵着走的感觉~