nice chat day

Yesterday was actually a very bad day for me, when i reached Penang...i found its dy a fact that my house keys was lost....the only way to settle it is to go find ah yik who at Yuan Yuan's house that time to take his key, or both of us(me and my sis) will sleep at outside).
another thing is my midland card is still stuck in the handbreak's hole. Goodness! when i meet Ezra, i asked him to take it out for me as he is so experience in doing this kind of thing. but this bz man failed to help me at the end...i was angry a bit at that moment, but...felt so sorry after that when i see his face again...
when we had our lunch together at Taiwan restaurant, he told me Andy's thing...we did have a nice chat, and i really hope Andy will come bac to church...i prayed, but mayb not hard enough, at the end he din appear at church...i cant see even his shadow.
yesterday nite Youth was training people to gv speech in front of people, i'm the lucky number 1 person....it was very fun to have this try...and i hope to learn from the comments....aespecially look to all the audience but not just a specific corner. and try calm down and avoid the body language to be appeared when i'm nervous.

well anyway, today is a new day....may God lead me and hold my hand for this whole day...stand firm!

下一步，怎么走？

他让我想到以前的我。什么都要快，什么都要完美的完成。
那样的我，已在汉江那两年半的日子慢慢冲淡了。我...已变成第二个人。
我学会配合，它训练我享受组合的喜悦，而不是个人主宰！
他让我觉得我什么都做不好，他办事能力真的很好，又快，快得恐怖。
可能他的想法是找人帮忙办好活动，而不是合作吧。
我控制不了他的想法，只有上帝办得到。
但现在的我应该做什么？又再变会以前的我吗？那样变来变去，不中精神病都难。
亲爱的上帝啊，教我，下一步我要真么走？让我感觉到被你牵着走的感觉~

Let me live in you forever and ever

I was just came back from KL teacher's training yesterday...and now I'm in Perlis.
my holidays are going to be ruined!and I'm very not happy with it!!!!!
what I want is relax inside my house, eat whatever I want to eat, study, watching movies, reading, doing my work...

what can change my mood right now, I wonder..
English perhaps...
yes I love English~
when I listen to the song SMILE, I was wondering, who is the one makes me smile? Kevan? Jeremy? or...no, never, no one...nobody but ENGLISH
can someone tell me why I'm so enjoying playing around the English words? and izzit because of Kevan or Jeremy? whatever, I just love ENGLISH!

I love you English, and I'm gonna make you love me one day :)

my thought

Waiting for the LORD

from the story of Joseph, we know that God is always there to help us. He will take care of us in hard times. God wants us to trust Him to provide all that we will ever need.

God has a plan for you, just as He did for Joseph. God will help you each day as you love him and obey Him. we should always trust God and be thankful to Him for all the good things He has given us!

LOVE OBEY TRUST BE THANKFUL

LORD, I just want my cheerful heart back....and I want a him....

LORD do you hear me?

help me, I want different miracle..that is different from Joseph and David....

and I'm here waiting for you.

上帝派来的天使

习惯

让自己成长，对我来说，只有习惯

让自己习惯整理房间

让自己习惯保持清洁

让自己习惯每天早上读经祷告

让自己习惯认真听，看，读，学

让自己习惯每两个星期洗车

让自己习惯每天展开笑容

让自己习惯及快回信息

让自己习惯不忘东忘西

让自己习惯关心爱我的人

让自己习惯没有他的日子，我也能有冲力学习

让这些习惯都能讨神喜悦

今天读完了坤福借我的书－感动叛逆的心

它真的很好看，有些是故事，有些我相信是真实的

里面有好多好多真正活出基督的好榜样

也有好多好多上帝和耶稣基督的恩慈，怜悯，和奇妙的作为

安慰了我，平安了我，也教好了我

希望自己也能拥有一本

好让我记得，分享，行出来

Make sure that you know the Sherpherd!

I'm suddenly touched by this story...it's so meaningful and wonderful~~~~

One day at a large party a great actor was asked to recite the Twenty-Third Psalm. The actor said that he would if a preacher who was present would also recite the psalm. The preacher said that he would.

The actor was a great speaker. His voice was beautiful. The people listened carefully. They were thrilled with the way he recited the psalm. When the actor has finished, the people all clapped their hands. They thought that the actor was a wonderful speaker.

When the actor's beautiful voice had died away, the pastor, who was an old man, rose to his feet. He began to recite the psalm. His voice trembled. At times he paused as if to think of the wonders of the psalm.

The Lord seemed to speak through him to the people. When he had finished, no one clapped. Most of the audience were crying. Many sat with bowed heads. The Good Shepherd had become very real to them as the old preacher had spoken.

The actor rose to his feet again. Laying his hand on the shoulder of the old preacher, he said," My friends, I spoke to your eyes and to your ears, but this man spoke to your hearts. The difference between us is this; I know the Twenty-Third Psalm, but this man knows the Sherpherd."

Make sure that you know the Sherpherd!

Simple

上帝知道了我在烦未来,所以在昨晚青少年聚会祂给了我答案.

荣耀祂

造就人

提升自己

当被问到自己今天的目标时,我给的答案是减肥成功,穿美美的衣服:)

今天读了坤福借给我的书,觉得那些很简单很普通的人一个小小的动作,一个关心...我在想,如果是我,我能做得到吗?

简单,是的,这才是我今年想达到的目标.

我想要变成简单的人,给简单的爱,简单的关心,简单的努力,简单的付出,简单的微笑,简单的祝福,简单的分享,上帝让我在今年接触不同的孩子,我知道祂在给我机会...

好想家人,他们给我简单的爱,从出生到现在

珍惜教会,因为他们给我简单的支持,上帝的爱

想念好朋友,因为他们给我简单的笑容

想念喜欢的人,简简单单的喜欢...

走了一大圈,还是原点最好...就是简单

一有了简单,就很容易荣耀祂,造就人,又提升自己了,不是吗?

Simple Care

Simple Smile

Simple Love

New Year New Deco For My Room

Since Jamie asking me how I deco my room after she knows that I have bought back floor mat and a shelf for my books, now here the pictures of my new room...*.*

see...it looks much better than the previous one rite?haha

The song that I'm waiting to sing it out loud one day

新年其间在电视上听到 Geraldine Mcqueen 的 My Winners Song...

个人觉得是个很有激励性的一手歌,所以决定放上来,也决定把它当作今年陪我一起冲的歌... :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hC2pZe22M-Y

My Winners Song Geraldine Mcqueen

I started with nothing
Now I have something
I proved them all they were wrong
So glad I kept fighting
And I never stopped trying
Been waiting to sing for so long
My winners song!

I couldn’t carry on
I thought my chance had gone
I was ready to stop and give in
I thought I’d give it one last try
Look this moment in the eye
Then maybe who knows I could win
I dreamed about this for a lifetime
But I could not imagine
What it feels like standing here right now

I started with nothing
Now I have something
I proved them all they were wrong
So glad I kept fighting
And I never stopped trying
Been waiting to sing for so long
My winners song!

This journey’s been incredible
Now standing in the light
I hope this last for more than one night
ONE NI-IGHT

New Year New Post

明天八点半和Nick回槟城,今年的新很快的就这样过了...

这算是我第一个post吧...

想说不要写太长,但心里真是太多太多东西让我好想全部一次过丢来这里...

本来这次的新年陪家人好好过,但却被我的态度,行为,和言语搞扎了...

我知道有时侯是他们没道理,但我想这就是考验吧..

而我就偏偏每次都落在恶魔手里...但同时我也相信万王之王才是最终的胜利者,就在现在,要回槟城的前一天,让我回想起我的所做所为时...我完全知错了...

所以我决定写一封信给妈妈,她最辛苦了...而女儿却迟迟不懂她的感受...真是不像话!

接下来要谈的就是我的未来...应该说是目标吧...

目标..............................................................................................................................................

什么目标啊......

和Denise聊天和读她的 blog时...还真想现在就飞去那里和她一起读书...

哎呀,算了啦...

只能告诉上帝说:"主啊,如果你愿意,让我在这一年或两年学好圣经,好好听您老人家的话,行出好行为,在好好教书,之后...拜托拜托让我去纽西兰吧..."

但现在还是要珍惜身边所拥有的一切对吧?收到了...!:)

我还不懂以后你要我当什么...但目前的我爱上了英文,好想像Jeremy那样爽快地把一大堆想说的话从肚子里吐出来...对!就是那样!

Soulja

好了,是时候写一写肉麻的东西给妈眯了...tata~